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up early for school.
waiting for derek to pick me up.
the weekend was excellent.
la la la life is good =)
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[02 Dec 2005|02:47pm] |
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Okay. I'm in Connecticut at my cousin's house. I was suppose to go to school with them today, but I wasn't allowed. So I went back to bed til noon. I'm glad to be away for the weekend, cause things at home just aren't all to perfect ..
My grandpa's not getting better. He's back in the hospital, and it has something to do with his heart. I can't stand the thought of him getting worse, but it's obviously happening. I think he's giving up. Which is so sad, but maybe if he doesn't feel like suffering anymore .. I don't know, I can't read his mind, but I love him.
Ever lose something you thought was going to be so good? Or it was so good, and you lost it, and now you don't know how to deal with it? Well, I didn't know it was going to happen like this. I thought it would last, longer than it did. I miss him. Yes, I basically gave him the option too, but I thought it would have worked out, not ended so bad. I want to be friends, no more than friends. I miss him so much, and it's been hard the past 2 days seeing him, and not being able to just go and kiss him, or hug him, or hold his hand, or something as simple as be with him.
it's been hard. </3
Tonight's Shane's party, so I wont be back here til late . .but we're not sleeping here anyway, we're sleeping in Willimantic. I have my cell, so if you need anything you can call.
Yet, it is snowing here so that's a plue =)
.. but i wish he was here with me.
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| back from sedona, now in pheonix |
[23 Nov 2005|05:34pm] |
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so i'm back at my gram's .. in pheonix. the grand canyon was absolutley amazing. =) monday day, i hung out by the pool, tanned a little, and went in the steam room .. then that night, we went to this restuarant called "the cowboy club." it was goooood! then tuesday, we got up early, and drove to the grand canyon, which was basically incredible. i wish you all could have been there. heh. and then we came back, went to dinner, slept. then we woke up this morning and went around old sedona, and shopped .. i got minnetonka moccasins .. i love them very much =) then we finished up our shopping, and came back to gram's.
new things i did over the past three days:
1. ate buffalo.
2. ate cactus-fries
3. ate rattlesnake.
4. drank prickly-pear juice
5. saw the grand canyon
6. tried alligator-jerky
7. got authentic moccasins
8. slept more than ever
9. took an off-road jeep ride through the mts.
10. made my dad stop on the highway so i could take a picture of a cactus.
ah, i love life =)
now going out for chinese food with the fam.
be home .. saturday!
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[20 Nov 2005|08:28pm] |
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so today i woke up at 9, cause hannah likes to jump on my bed and wake me up, haha. then we went shopping for the day .. and came home .. it was nice today, about 79 and sunny. i mean, it was warm enough to wear a skirt, polo & flip flops, so i was all set.
we leave early tomorrow morning for Sedona, AZ (grand canyon area). We're staying there 'til Wednesday. I'm very excited. I've never been, and I've heard its incredible. And yay, I have my new camera to take pictures with. =) We're taking this jeep tour thingy tomorrow around 12, then just hanging around. We're seeing Harry Potter, cause my dad, brother and mom havent seen it yet. heh. Then Tuesday we're just driving through the Grand Canyon .. sight-seeing and everything else.
Hannah, uncle scott, and aunt nancy leave tomorrow, too. i'll miss them.
i miss AJ. alot. i wish he could be here, more than ever. <33
I probably wont be able to update or go online at all when i'm in Sedona, so you can call or text my cell. I'll be back on Wednesday.
-m.
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[19 Nov 2005|09:12pm] |
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so our flight was good. and arrived twenty minutes early. we met up with my brother, and oh man was i happy to see him! i missed him terribley! the weather today was about 80 and sunny. My grandma just moved to AZ from cali, so the house is nice and new. its really big, and really nice. the basement is like a whole seperate house, with 2 bedrooms, full bathroom, and a livingroom area, with a pool table and what not. my room's down there, along with stephen's. it has a gorgeous pool in the backyard, with a PUTTING GREEN! haha. my little cousin hannah is here, with my aunt and uncle. they're fun, too. we basically hung around all day, went to dinner, now they're all watching the family guy movie, minus hannah who's downstairs watching spongebob. lol.
now i'm beat and im SOO ready for bed. jersey time, it's 11. here its only 9. and my cold isn't helping this factor. i think i'm gonna head to bed.
i miss you all, and i'll probably be updating daily.
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[19 Nov 2005|12:41am] |
leaving for Arizona today!
seeing my brother who i haven't seen in 4 months! <33
be back the 26th.
cells ALWAYS welcoming calls =)
i love you.
and i love all my friends<33
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[17 Nov 2005|09:33pm] |
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basically .. gel, kate & chris will be here in a half hour or so .. and then we're going to see hp4 at midnight!! YAY!!! I'M SOO EXCITED
and i had a good day.
i love life.
and my friends.
and i can't wait to see stephen on saturday<3
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[04 Nov 2005|04:18pm] |
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we lost states.
vs. TRS.
we hauled-ass.
played amazing.
they have no skill.
it was all luck.
with 61 seconds left.
in overtime.
we did better than fine, perfect in my mind.
FTHS field hockey <3
amazing season, girls.
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[02 Nov 2005|05:22pm] |
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so it was you who spoke those words.
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[22 Oct 2005|05:14pm] |
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standing out in the freezing cold rain & wind, tailgating with my girlies, going to dunkin' donuts and ordering 20 large hot chocolates, getting our faces painted, watching the homecoming game with AJ and michael and the team .. not a bad saturday so far =)
so as for now, i'm watching the ND vs. BYU game .. heh. then aj's coming over later on .. around 8. YAY !
oh, and just a little fact .. don't attempt to use rubbing alcohol to take tattoo's off your face .. it burns .. alot. but only for a minute .. haha.
i lovelovelove my aj. <33
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[21 Oct 2005|03:16am] |
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get the hell over it & get it through your head that not everyone's out to get you.
aj=lovelovelove. <33
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[19 Oct 2005|09:13pm] |
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Gosh, AJ .. he is so perfect, and loving, and amazing, and ah .. the best boyfriend in the entire world and i can't get enough of him because i love him so dearly.
oh, and we play boro tomorrow, they're going down, BITCHES!
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[19 Oct 2005|08:11pm] |
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Hmph. Just got home from Nikki's for a "dessert party." Yes, I know .. the fieldhockey team eats .. ALOT. lol. Dig brought a chocolate fondu fountain, it was pretty rad, not gonna lie =) and then we had everything you can imagine that was chocolate =) and ah, jenni made these things .. they were like icecream cones, but they had chocolate pudding in the bottom, with fudge on top .. YUM! Then we played "Dirty minds" .. me, nikki, and erica lost .. hahaha! then we were hanging round in nikki's room and what not .. it was fun. i love my girls.
Ehm .. Other than that, my day sucked, royally. People definatley suck, and enjoy ruining other people. And what i don't get .. is why. I never hurt anyone, and I don't do stuff like this .. so why the problems?! Yeah, it seems like "silly highschool bullshit," but if it's enough to upset me for more then an hour, then it's not.
"no one likes to see you happier then they are."
But trust is a main factor in today, and he & i .. we have alot of that. which is a good thing. cause without trust, you dont have anything. and we have something, something big, something huge, something like love.
oh, and just letting you all know .. to whoever reads this thingy, i love aj more than anything in the world. he means so much to me, and i'm never letting him go. <3
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[16 Oct 2005|09:33pm] |
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but it's better if you do* p!atd |
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I've sunken in the quicksands of love
And I don't want you to rescue me;
Screw what my supposed friends think,
It's obvious they reek of jealousy.
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[14 Oct 2005|06:22pm] |
And even though it's been raining for the past week, I haven't seen the sun in who knows how long & I miss playing fieldhockey a whole lot but ..
I'm still smiling =)
aj.joey.morgan.dan.bridgette.michael.kayla.kira.aditi.sarah.meghan.chris.cara.hannah.cole.matty.tamar.zachy.ashley.mikey.nick.jenni. (and the entirety of the FH team)
these crazy kids keep me happy too =D
aj's coming over in an hour. excellent.
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[13 Oct 2005|05:32pm] |
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so today we hung out at joey's.
watched the family guy movie.
it's pretty funny.
and tonight i'm going to mo's for a FH pasta party.
yay.
i love my friends =)
oh,meandajaresoinlove<333
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[09 Oct 2005|11:34pm] |
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um, sure. yeah .. right, whatever.
get over it.
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